English by Jeet Thayil

"English" by Jeet Thayil is a mesmerizing collection of poetry that delves into the intricate interplay between language, culture, and identity. With his distinctive voice and lyrical prowess, Thayil navigates the complexities of existence, inviting readers on a profound journey through the depths of human experience. 

Central to "English" is the theme of linguistic hybridity, wherein Thayil deftly explores the intersection of multiple languages and dialects within the Indian context. Through his evocative verses, he celebrates the rich tapestry of linguistic diversity that characterizes Indian society, weaving together words and phrases from various linguistic traditions with seamless fluidity. In doing so, Thayil underscores the transformative power of language as a bridge between disparate cultures, while also highlighting the unique cadences and rhythms that distinguish each linguistic heritage.

Thayil's poetry confronts the enduring legacies of British colonialism and the complexities of postcolonial identity. He delves into the ways in which English, as a colonial import, has become entwined with the fabric of Indian culture, simultaneously serving as a tool of oppression and a medium of artistic expression. Through poignant imagery and incisive observations, Thayil excavates the wounds of history while also offering glimpses of resilience and resistance against the forces of cultural hegemony.

Throughout "English," Thayil demonstrates a deep reverence for the transformative power of the poetic imagination. His verses serve as portals to deeper truths, transcending the limitations of language and rational thought to evoke profound emotional responses in the reader. Through vivid sensory imagery and subtle metaphors, Thayil invites us to journey beyond the confines of everyday reality, exploring the hidden recesses of the human psyche with an unflinching gaze.

In addition to its lyrical beauty, "English" also serves as a vehicle for social critique and cultural commentary. Thayil confronts pressing issues such as inequality, injustice, and environmental degradation with a blend of empathy and indignation, urging readers to confront the harsh realities of contemporary existence. His poetry serves as a mirror to society, reflecting back the complexities of the human condition while also offering glimpses of hope and redemption amidst the chaos.

"English" by Jeet Thayil is a masterful work of poetry that transcends boundaries of language, culture, and geography to speak to the universal truths of the human experience. With his exquisite craftsmanship and profound insight, Thayil invites readers to embark on a journey of self-discovery and enlightenment, exploring the depths of existence with unflinching honesty and unwavering compassion. "English" is not merely a book of poetry; it is a testament to the enduring power of art to illuminate the darkest corners of our souls and to inspire us to strive for a more just and compassionate world.

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Temple Lamp: Verses on Banaras by Mirza Asadullah Khan Ghalib

 

The poem 'Chirag-e-Dair' by Mirza Ghalib, originally written in Persian, is a vivid and expressive masnavi. Despite our familiarity with his Urdu poetry, his Persian works remain relatively unknown. While Ghalib's affection for Delhi is well-documented, 'Temple Lamp' reveals his admiration for the spiritual and sensory allure of Banaras.

Chiragh-e-dair has been translated from Persian to English, accompanied by a detailed Introduction by Maaz Bin Bilal. This masnavi serves as Ghalib's tribute to Kashi, which he fondly refers to as the Kaaba-e-Hindostan or the Mecca of India.

"Temple Lamp: Verses on Banaras" by Mirza Ghalib is a collection of poetic gems that delves deep into the soul of Banaras (now Varanasi), one of the oldest and most revered cities in India. Ghalib, a literary luminary of the Mughal era, showcases his unparalleled mastery of language, imagery, and emotion in this evocative exploration of the spiritual and cultural essence of Banaras.

At the heart of "Temple Lamp" lies Ghalib's profound connection to Banaras, a city steeped in myth, legend, and spirituality. Through his verses, he captures the timeless allure of Banaras, where the sacred and the mundane coexist in a harmonious symphony of life. The title itself, "Temple Lamp," serves as a metaphor for the city's spiritual radiance, where the flickering flames of oil lamps illuminate ancient temples, narrow alleyways, and the hearts of its inhabitants.

Ghalib's poetic journey through Banaras is imbued with a sense of reverence and awe, reflecting his deep appreciation for its rich cultural heritage and sacred traditions. He pays homage to the city's iconic landmarks, from the ghats of the Ganges River, where pilgrims converge to cleanse their souls, to the labyrinthine lanes of the old city, where history whispers its secrets to those who listen.

In this collection, Mirza Ghalib writes about Banaras as a spiritual haven, where seekers from all walks of life come in search of enlightenment. Through his intricate wordplay and vivid imagery, he paints a picture of the city's sacred ghats, bustling with pilgrims and the eternal flow of the Ganges River. It is a place where the divine and the earthly meet, where the quest for salvation intertwines with the realities of life.

"The people of Banaras are no less in the art of expression,

Ghalib, being a poet of ardor, what fear do I have in expression?"

Throughout "Temple Lamp," Ghalib contemplates the existential mysteries of life and death, the transient nature of existence, and the eternal quest for spiritual enlightenment. His verses resonate with a sense of longing and introspection, inviting readers to ponder the deeper truths of the human condition. In one poignant verse, he muses:

"How could I count your life's tally against mine?

This is deception, for you are, but have no creation."

He reflects on the illusory nature of existence, suggesting that life's true worth cannot be measured by earthly standards but lies beyond the realm of mortal comprehension.

Ghalib's verses in "Temple Lamp" also serve as a testament to the enduring power of poetry to transcend time and space, bridging the gap between past and present, self and other. His lyrical expressions resonate with a universal appeal, touching the hearts of readers across generations and cultures. Through his evocative imagery and profound insights, Ghalib invites readers to embark on a soul-stirring journey into the heart of Banaras, where the boundaries between the physical and metaphysical dissolve in a timeless dance of creation and dissolution.

Furthermore, Ghalib's poetic exploration of Banaras extends beyond its physical landscape to encompass its cultural and historical significance. He celebrates the city's vibrant tapestry of traditions, its diverse religious heritage, and its role as a melting pot of Indian civilization. Through his verses, Ghalib captures the essence of Banaras as a living repository of wisdom and knowledge, where the echoes of centuries past reverberate through its hallowed streets.

"Temple Lamp: Verses on Banaras" is a literary masterpiece that encapsulates the spiritual, cultural, and existential dimensions of Banaras with unparalleled grace and beauty. Ghalib's poetic genius shines brightly in this collection, illuminating the soul of Banaras with the timeless radiance of his words. 

Through "Temple Lamp," Ghalib invites readers to immerse themselves in the mystique of Banaras, where the divine and the earthly converge in a luminous tapestry of life and death, creation and dissolution. It is a poetic odyssey that transcends the boundaries of time and space, offering readers a glimpse into the eternal essence of the human experience.

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"Anna Karenina," by Leo Tolstoy

"Anna Karenina," stands as one of the greatest novels in world literature, renowned for its intricate exploration of human nature, morality, and the consequences of societal norms. It weaves together multiple narratives, offering a profound meditation on love, passion, and the search for meaning in a complex world.

Anna Karenina, is a complex and multifaceted woman whose life becomes emblematic of the novel's exploration of societal expectations and personal desires. The story opens with the iconic line, "Happy families are all alike; every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way." This sets the stage for the exploration of the complexities and nuances of human relationships and the consequences of straying from societal norms.

The narrative unfolds in two main plotlines. The first involves Anna Karenina, a married woman who embarks on a tumultuous affair with the dashing Count Vronsky, leading to societal ostracism and personal tragedy. The second follows the moral and spiritual struggles of Konstantin Levin, a landowner who grapples with questions of faith, purpose, and the meaning of life.

Anna's story is a poignant examination of the limitations placed on women in 19th-century Russian society. Trapped in a loveless marriage with Alexei Alexandrovich Karenin, a high-ranking government official, Anna seeks passion and fulfillment outside the constraints of her domestic life. Her affair with Vronsky is both a rebellion against societal norms and a quest for personal happiness, but it comes at a tremendous cost.

Count Vronsky, the object of Anna's passion, is also a central figure in the novel. His character embodies the allure and dangers of hedonism, and his affair with Anna ultimately becomes a catalyst for his own moral reckoning. Through Vronsky, Tolstoy explores the consequences of a life devoid of deeper meaning and the search for identity beyond societal roles.

Parallel to Anna's narrative is the story of Konstantin Levin, a character often considered a stand-in for Tolstoy himself. Levin's journey is a philosophical exploration of the meaning of life and the pursuit of true happiness. His struggles with faith, the agrarian question, and his relationships with those around him provide a counterpoint to Anna's tragic tale.

One of the remarkable aspects of "Anna Karenina" is Tolstoy's masterful use of symbolism and metaphor. The recurring image of the train, which appears throughout the novel, serves as a powerful symbol of fate and inevitability. The train not only foreshadows the tragic outcome of Anna's story but also represents the relentless march of societal expectations and the inexorable forces that shape human destinies.

Tolstoy's prose is rich and immersive, capturing the nuances of human experience with unparalleled depth. His keen observations of Russian society, from the aristocracy to the peasantry, provide a vivid portrait of a nation in transition. The novel's panoramic scope allows Tolstoy to explore a wide array of themes, from politics and religion to the minutiae of daily life, creating a tapestry that reflects the complexity of the human experience.

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"Sense and Sensibility" by Jane Austen

"Sense and Sensibility" is a timeless classic that delves into the complexities of love, societal expectations, and the balance between rationality and emotion. Published in 1811, the novel presents a keen observation of the manners and mores of the early 19th century England, while also offering universal insights into human nature that remain relevant today.

The story is about Dashwood sisters, Elinor and Marianne, whose lives take a dramatic turn following the death of their father. The inheritance laws of the time leave them in a vulnerable position, as they are left to the mercy of their half-brother and his wife, who are less than generous in their support. This sudden change in fortune forces the sisters to confront the harsh realities of a society that places a premium on wealth and social status.

Elinor, the elder and more sensible sister, becomes the embodiment of the title "Sense and Sensibility." She navigates the challenges with grace and restraint, concealing her emotions beneath a veneer of propriety. Her love interest, Edward Ferrars, provides an interesting foil to her character. Their relationship unfolds gradually, marked by obstacles and misunderstandings that showcase Austen's mastery in portraying the subtleties of human interaction.

Marianne, on the other hand, embodies sensibility, wearing her heart on her sleeve and embracing a more passionate approach to life. She falls deeply in love with the dashing John Willoughby, setting the stage for a rollercoaster of emotions. Marianne's journey is a tumultuous one, exploring the consequences of unchecked emotions and the importance of finding a balance between passion and prudence.

The novel also provides a sharp critique of the institution of marriage during Austen's time. The economic considerations that often influenced marital decisions are evident in the characters' interactions, and the Dashwood sisters' quests for love are fraught with the societal pressures of class and financial stability. Austen subtly challenges these conventions, advocating for a more nuanced understanding of love that transcends societal expectations.

One of the strengths of "Sense and Sensibility" lies in Austen's wit and humor. Her satirical observations on the follies of the characters and the society they inhabit add layers of complexity to the narrative. The sharp dialogue and clever repartees serve both to entertain and to underscore the deeper themes of the novel.

The novel also explores the dynamics of sisterhood, a theme that resonates across time. The bond between Elinor and Marianne is tested by their divergent approaches to life and love, yet ultimately, their connection proves unbreakable. The exploration of sisterly love adds a touch of warmth and humanity to the story, creating characters that readers can relate to on a personal level.

As with many of Austen's works, "Sense and Sensibility" offers a subtle feminist undertone. The Dashwood sisters, despite the constraints of their society, assert their individuality and navigate the intricacies of romance with agency. Elinor, in particular, stands as a testament to the strength of a woman's character in a world that often sought to limit her choices.

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Looking for love, my first love, the one I never had #RememberingLoveBlogHop

 The joys of navigating the difficult terrain of love in my 40s is like trying to find a needle in a haystack, which is on fire and I am blindfolded. Can you imagine it? The rollercoaster ride of awkward encounters, unsolicited advice, and sex starved suitors who seem to have forgotten that an emotion called love exists. 

Jaane woh kaise log the jinke pyaar ko pyaar mila

Humne toh jab kaliyan maangi kaanton ka haar mila 

These lines perfectly sums up my life. Mind you, it has not made me a damsel in distress who needs to be rescued, instead I am hoping that my shining armour is sharpening his skills as he to be more of a multitool that includes the art of knowing how to open a bottle of champagne, drive perfectly and has the ability to assemble IKEA furniture alone.

I attended a lot of social events in many cities and I still do, half-expecting someone to burst through the door holding a sign that read, "your partner has arrived!" Spoiler alert: it never happened. 

My personal love gurus (read as friends and family ) who themselves have failed miserably in their marriages tell me often - "You're too picky!" because apparently, having standards is a crime punishable by eternal singlehood. 

I will not settle for someone who doesn't appreciate my collection of pens, IKEA goodies or my guilty pleasures which are so guilt-ful, celebrates my wins as his own, remembers all things small, big and funny about me, who feels happy and energized seeing me, who considers talking to me as an essential just like he eats, brushes, bathes or works everyday. 

I was single all my life sounds melodramatic, but that’s the truth. Couple of months went by chasing (and never catching) men (at different timelines) who I thought might be Mr. Right, but they proved me wrong. 

Let’s go back to the 80’s. In my existence, there exists a peculiar void, a black hole, sucking in love, warmth, and acceptance. As I reflect upon my life, I cannot help but marvel at the masterpiece of neglect that has been woven into my being which today makes me crave for more love, reassurances, consistency and commitment. 

My arrival, my birthdays, my baby photos and my naming ceremony were apparently such a non-event that it failed to register on my parents radar as important. Growing up, I became an expert at the art of invisibility. My education, ambitions and goals did not matter to my parents. The conversations revolved around my younger sibling - a boy child. He was named even before he was born and I was nameless for 4 years.  As the years rolled by, my achievements became the unspoken enigma in our household. I silently collected my own achievements, storing them in the attic of my heart and continuing to do so.

In school I was the head girl for 2 years? Unnoticed. My assignments and projects that won first place? Unacknowledged. My parents possessed a unique superpower of selectively erasing me from the narrative of our family tree. 

Writing all this, let me clarify that it's not that I lack compassion. I have a heart the size of a watermelon. I don’t need tissues or a comforting pat on the back, all I need is someone who would say “Main hoon na” and would take me out to have desserts as it is a globally proven theory that good food equals good mood. 

Coming back to 2024, I believe that one day, my partner will recognize me by the trail of coffee cups I leave behind at Starbucks. I've convinced myself that there's someone out there who shares my affinity for puns, who would react/comment on the Instagram reels I would share, appreciates my quirky sense of humor, laugh with me on my horrible self depreciation jokes and won't judge me for having the worst nose, acne scars and my height or dump me for my mistakes and expect me to be perfect than real.

I love love and it is not just a trait—it's a way of life. It's about finding joy in the little things, crafting love stories out of ordinary moments, and believing in the extraordinary power of love, even if it comes in the form of sharing waffles, enjoying road trips, pun-filled conversations, sharing childhood memories, thoughts, fears and hopes for the future. 

Honestly, I don’t need someone who sees only the good in me. I need someone who sees the bad in me, still wants me and will make me better. I choose to stay, express myself openly, willing to work things out, love unconditionally because it is really important to be loved, heard, seen and understood - after all there are a few things self love cannot achieve. 

To all those who have their partners, please don't take them for granted, because finding someone as real as the moon and sun in this era is rare. Running away, ghosting, blocking and swiping to the next person is faster than Amazon delivery.

I manifest big hugs, quality time, happiness and clear communication. No more confusion, no toxicity and no lies. My life is tough, it has always been tough for me. I want soft love, love which would finally acknowledge my existence. 

Pyar se kasne ko, baahon mein basne ko, dil mera lalchaye, koi toh aa jaye 💖

"This post is a part of Remembering Love Blog Hop hosted by Manali Desai and Sukaina Majeed".